Cannonball at Loyola Chapel of the Conversion

The room inside the original castle / house where Ignatius recovered from his wounds and where he experienced a change of mind and direction. Today this room is a chapel.

Editor’s note: Throughout July we are celebrating 31 days with St. Ignatius, a month-long celebration of Ignatian spirituality. In addition to the calendar of Ignatian articles found here, this month’s posts on dotMagis will explore cannonball moments – moments that changed the course of a life, like a cannonball hit the course of the life of St. Ignatius Loyola has changed. The inspiration for our theme is the Ignatian Year, which marks the 500th anniversary of Ignatius’ injury and conversion.

My cannonball moment happened about 60 miles northwest of where St. Ignatius had his cannonball moment. It happened in the very room where Ignatius was recovering from his injury. It was a turning point, but it wasn’t until years later that I knew it was a cannonball moment.

The year is 2001. I was part of a group of about 25 people who had made pilgrimages to Ignatian sites in Spain. It was mid-October, about a month after the September 11th terrorist attacks. I worked as an editor at Loyola Press for a number of years and was happy to get to know Ignatius first hand. I was interested in Ignatian spirituality, but to be honest, I wasn’t particularly passionate about it.

The pilgrimage began in Loyola, the small town where Ignatius grew up. His home, a small, squat castle, is still there. So was the room he was taken to in 1521 to recover after a cannonball smashed his legs during a battle in Pamplona. Our group celebrated mass in this room, which is now a chapel. During the Mass I heard a soft voice say, ‚ÄúSomething important began in this room a long time ago. I want you to be part of it. “

That scared me. I am not someone who hears voices in prayer. I thought about it. I wondered if I should do something about it. I did not think. After all, I worked for Loyola Press. I was already part of something that started in this room.

Time passed. I made friends with some Jesuits. I was working on some books on Ignatian spirituality. I’ve read a few others. In 2003 I attended an Ignatian retreat and began to pray for the exam. I fell in love with Ignatian spirituality. It became my way of praying; it shaped my way of thinking; I came to look at relationships and work through an Ignatian lens. Ignatian spirituality became the focus of my work. I have written books on Ignatian spirituality; I have given lectures on this. Today, six years after I retired from Loyola Press, I am still writing about it.

The voice I heard in Loyola did not speak of being a good clerk in an Ignatian ministry. The Lord wanted me to be transformed by the Ignatian spirit. I had the common sense to open up to it, and it actually happened.

Image provided by Vinita Hampton Wright.

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